I Am Done With My Graceless Heart.

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"And I am done with my graceless heart, so tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart..."
- Florence + the Machine

"And I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh."
- Ezekiel 36:26

Thank You, Abba, Father, for Your faithfulness to refine us, to transform us.  Thank You for heart-checks, and "heart-surgery".  Thank You for replacing ugliness with grace, beauty, passion, and joy.  Thank You for endless second chances.  Lord, help me to love, not judge.  Give me eyes of grace and a heart of mercy.  Fill my mouth with praise, my arms with love.


♥ 恩雨

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